One evening in 2004 I decided to write my own obituary. Yes, I know that it is not so common, but I did it. The cause of it all was that I really wanted to dive deep into myself, and find out what I really wanted with my life. For many it may seem like an egotistical, and perhaps a fatalistic thing to do, but for me it was an absolute necessity. I could of course have continued my life as usual, without diving into the deepest of myself, and many people live their lives without being in contact with the person they…